I’ve spent the last two days on vocals, and all I can say is “wow.” I didn’t know beforehand just how much vocals would key this project. I decided last year at about this time to sing for this project. I hadn’t sung much of anything for the past 10 years or more. I kind of assumed I still had the chops– and I still think that I do, basically. But I needed to buckle down on articulation and phrasing and breathing. There’s much more sustain to singing than speaking.
All in all, I did somewhere in the neighborhood of 200 takes, along with tweaking effects and various technical settings. And I’m not finished yet. I believe I’m going to have to re-mix down Lines to transpose it from C#m to Dm. I learned this because I decided I had to drop my Sunday takes an octave lower in my register. This was a weird discovery. I thought I had nailed multiple takes over passionate, focused efforts…but when I went back and listened, I felt like I was just too thin, too exposed, whereas by dropping an octave I not only blend into the mix but I feel better! It’s smoother and not as strained.
I was also surprised by how much singing presented this virgin territory. I used to take singing somewhat seriously, as in I would sing because I had a guitar in hand and it was fun enough. I never thought about staking out a career, and in fact ran in the other direction when the singer-songwriter path opened up before me. I found playing to be more sublime. I know that could sound condescending, but those were my thoughts at 19, and continuing to, well, last year.
Vocals have so much more gravity than other instruments– and I mean all others. This must be due to the psychology of hearing tones produced by the human voice is more impactful. I’m sure there are scientific reasons behind it. I actually experienced it, seemingly for the first time, or for the first time again, just yesterday. I became discouraged at points, too, because I felt the whole thing was lacking. But then (smartly, I might add) I thought: this is my voice. And just like on guitar or bass or sax how you can’t hide behind other phrasings for long before either you’re exposed or you make the breakthrough yourself, I started to become happy with the results.
Vocals are still very much a work in progress. I’ll work on them off and on this week, and try to settle on something by the end of the weekend. Then, back to guitar for the lead parts, which is, along with the songwriting, is the true art of the project. By the end of the week, I may just add singing to that too.